Ending Holidays

Well Well Well!
Its ending alright!
I am not ready!! My homeworks are still untouched and i'm doing it now!
Hahahaaha, anyways yesterday (saturday) Jack and i were talking on 4th floor and decided to catch a movie!
So we walked there and found out all 8 plus movies are FULL!
So we bought a 10.15 pm show "Rango"!
We ate stone grill at 7~8 pm
And tell you something! Jack was as stupid as me! He went to touch the stone too!!
Hahaha laugh till mad!
At 8 we went to cyber near jusco,
We played and played and totally forgot about the time!
So at 10.15 we ran like mad to jusco and went in! hahah!
After that went back to jack's house to sleep.
This morning okay lur, Soso only cause didn't get to see somebody!
Hahaha, that's how my holiday ended! :'(
Now still rushing for homework! wahaha!


Thanks for reading, love
Ryan :))

This was how i felt :))

Lee DeWyze-Dear Isabelle Lyrics

I found this faded picture
of you and me on Lake Michigan
You were smiling,
the wind was blowing in your hair
I think it’s been around 5 years
and everything and nothing’s changed
God, I wish that you were here

I know I should’ve called
I know I should’ve stayed
I should’ve said a lot of things
I hope it’s not too late

Dear Isabelle
Been thinking about you
Dear Isabelle
So lonely without you
I pretended I was doing well
But without you it’s been hell
Dear Isabelle

Oooh oooh oooh

Sometimes I’m not good with words
But you knew that so I wrote this verse
In hopes that it would
someday reach your ears
And I still wonder where you are
But it doesn’t matter cause it’s still too far
The lake has never looked so clear

I know I should’ve called
I know I should’ve stayed
I should’ve said a lot of things
I hope it’s not too late

Dear Isabelle
Been thinking about you
Dear Isabelle
So lonely without you
I pretended I was doing well
But without you it’s been hell
Dear Isabelle

It’s hard for me to write this
Is it hard for you to know that I still care
Would it kill you to forgive me
Come on, Isabelle
I know that you’re out there

I know I should’ve called
I know I should’ve stayed
I should’ve said a lot of things
I hope it’s not too late

Dear Isabelle
Been thinking about you
Dear Isabelle
So lonely without you
I pretended I was doing well
But without you it’s been hell
Dear Isabelle

This is a song for you

Is what i am doing now, what i have done really worth it?

Why

Why must it end this way?
Why must it always end this way huh?
I don't get it.
I don't know who to believe anymore,
I know i can believe in God
But that doen's help anything.
I feel so restless without her
Yet i feel so scared when i am with her.
I guess we will never be together even if i fantasize about it.
Heart broken once again not by her but by myself.

New new and NEW

My new specs


Old specs

New specs

Now now, that's my new specs and hairstyle alright :DD

My old specs is really worned out and my hair is too long for school

So, yup that's why i look like that now.

I am also doing this to try to start a new.

Focus on God for the end days are coming.

Thanks for reaing :))

Love, Ryan

Once again, Played

I was stupid enough to believe you have changed.
Now i am going to put my focus on God, Studies, Music plus friens and family.
I don't know if you would change
I am not saying i would wait for you too
I'll just see how god leads.
I am not going to say how i notice everything
But i can say i am dissapointed.
But i can't do anything too.
haih, anything wathever.


Thanks for reading, Love
Ryan

"Your Love Means More to me"

I dont have the chance to post a video to you tube cause i dont have the video.
But i still hope you guys like it :))

Verse:
For the days that you saved me
For those times that you helped me
In the time of sadness
and In the time of joy

Pre-chorus:
I praise you Lord
I worship you
I wanna do everything for you
I wanna do everything for you (x2)

Chorus:
Your love means more to me
And i praise you for as long as i live
For as long as I breathe
I will do everything i can
To worship you
To dance for you
To sing to you

Bridge:
All who tries to stop me
Will end up on the ground
God will help me through
I wanna do everything i can
I wanna do everything i can

[Repeat chorus one more time]

End:
Shu-bi-du-bi-bab-doo-bab-doo-bab (x2)

CBC camp

Well well well!!!

It has been a great 4 days for me!

Had a lot of fun and new experience!

Loved the kids in my group,

Loved the song writing experience,

and Loved the Games!

It was nice :))

I teamed up with Zi xiang for the song writing!

And came up with a song called

"Your Love Means More To Me"!

Woohoo we had such great time!

And the games, even though it was tiring but it was still fun!

Had loads of fun with all of you guys!

Thanks :)) God bless You guys!

Thanks for reading, Love

Ryan

4/3/11!!

HAHAHA, it was a crazy day that day!
well, its just yesterday.
It has been so long since we four kings had last when out this late!
Sung, Xiang, me and Huat went out yesterday after exams and tution about 8 plus to city square.
We went for a movie "I am number four!"
We bought the tickets and went to the arcade.
Nic knew the way to the arcade and huat xiang and me didn't.
Nic went his own way and the three of us left thought we were going the right way but were lost!! XD
After that we still found our way and we played the drum that was so hard Nic was like cutting vegetables and frying eggs when he was playing!! Hahaha so funny.
After that we went in early to the movie.
There was nobody so we were like shouting here and there!
During the show, we were very noisy too! XD
one part when the hero kissed the girl, Xiang said, Later his mouth breathe out fire ah!
Everybody laughed! hahaha
After that we went out to wait for nic's father to come and when his father came he said not enough space to sit and we wanted to find a bus but there was no bus back to plaza pelangi!!
In the end, we went up and down the overhead bridge 4 times!!! OMG
I was so tired when i reached my grandma house i slept right away on the bed withouht bathing!
hahaha
But it was real fun, enjoyed it real much. Thanks brothers! :))


Thanks for reading,Loves
Ryan

Love

Love,
well this simple word is not as simple as it looks.
But i have also learnt a lot from this word too.
And for a long time i have been afraid of loving back at someone,
But now? ahaha i am not afraid anymore.
If there is love, a opportunity I will try my best to get it!
Dont let this go away,
So what if i dont know what will happen in the future.
If all of us thinks that way there will be no love at all.
So everybody wish me good luck! :))
I will not be a scardy person that is scared of consequences anymore :D

Exams

Well well its time for exams again i hope to learn from my mistakes again by

STUDYING!! LoL anyways,

it has been quite some time since i last posted something.

I was busy playing games XD

It has been quite good for me,

Same old routine everyday and some new experiences i guess.

I pray i get good results XD

And oh ya! i bought a new gatsby wax clay!

Its real nice to use but a little bit too hard. haha

Okay then, now i have nothing to write about already.

Thanks for reading :))

Loves, Ryan.